1. |
girlfriend
03:41
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i want you to be my
girlfriend
we can watch that movie again and again
i want you to be my
girlfriend
wanna see you somewhere outside of my head
we don't have to go out, i just wanna talk
let's just stay in bed and throw away the clock
i wanna dance in your room
to that song, i forgot the tune
we can share a shake, we can share our fries
we can go outside we can share a life and
i want you to be my
girlfriend
we can watch that movie again and again
i want you to be my
girlfriend
wanna see you somewhere outside of my head
i would go anywhere that you go
but i can't vocalize it, you don't need to know
i'd pick you up in my shitty car
but you're just too fucking far
i need to hear you now, please pick up the line
i wanna take you out, i wanna call you mine and
i want you to be my
girlfriend
we can watch that movie again and again
i want you to be my
girlfriend
wanna see you somewhere outside of my head
(girlfriend)
(again and again)
(girlfriend)
(want you here instead)
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2. |
heart started bleeding
03:24
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i love her so much, think my heart started bleeding
all i can do is count the cracks in the ceiling
waiting for her to come back around
waiting for her to come back around
i took a chance, now my heart started bleeding
why can't i shake off this fucking feeling?
i love her so much, feel the burn in my lungs
and the ache of my lips, and the ghost of a tongue
i need her right here and i need her right now
now i'm all alone and i don't know how
i can go on from here on out
without my baby
i screamed so loud, now my ears started ringing
i enter this hell every time i start thinking
won't live to the day where this feeling is over
think i'm gonna die if i can't get closer
she'll never know how much i needed to
find a way to curve around the truth
i can't say that i'm okay and
i can't lay and waste the day when
she's not around, she's not around
you're not around, you're not around
(you're not around
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3. |
waiting for you
03:24
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thought i heard your voice
so i turned the other way
when you told me how you felt
what was i supposed to say?
now i'm waiting in your room
cause i didn't think this through
losing myself trying to
understand you
i'm waiting for you, oh
i'm waiting for you
i'm waiting for you
i'm waiting here
i can never get it right
and there's nothing i can do
if i get a little better
can i come back to you?
i think i get it now
put myself further
i watched your video
let my heart shatter
but you waited for me, oh
you waited for me
you waited for me
you waited there
now i'm waiting for you, oh
i'm waiting for you
i'm waiting for you
i'm waiting here
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4. |
onto me
02:13
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how am i supposed to breathe
when you're coming onto me?
your image is all i see
it takes me away from me
i can't get through, i can't see
when you're right in front of me
but what am i supposed to be
if you're far away from me?
nothing is making sense
but you break it into segments
and oh well, in my defense
i kinda like the ignorance
you're leaving me in suspense
just take away my innocence
i'll take down all my defense
if you bring me to the present tense
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5. |
something about you
02:26
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something about you, it stays on my mind
one word from you gets me so hypnotized
one word from you, and i'm out of my breath
one word from you, i can't handle the rest
i'm way too eager all of the time
but you wanna see me, so i should be fine
you wanna see me, i can't wonder why
you wanna see me, and i'm gonna die
and i'm gonna die
i'm gonna die
you're in my space and i'm losing my mind
my hand's on your shoulder, now i crossed a line
my hand's on your shoulder, but you don't defy
my hand's on your shoulder, it keeps us aligned
i think that i met you at the wrong time
when you looked at me, felt my heart start to climb
you looked at me, i need you to be mine
you looked at me, feel our souls intertwine
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6. |
why won't my baby stay?
03:16
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oh, my baby, she's always away
why can't i keep her, why won't my baby stay?
i know that it's not her fault
but i can't stand to see my happiness come to a halt
why won't my baby
why won't my baby
why won't my baby stay?
please let my baby
please let my baby
please let my baby stay
oooh my honey is always gone
the time we spend together is never very long
why won't my baby
just come and lay with me
just for another day?
why take my baby away?
why can't i just be happy for another day?
another day
it always seems like you're leaving, darling
but i know, something's just always in the way
why won't my baby
why won't my baby
why won't my baby stay?
please let my baby
please let my baby
please let my baby stay
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7. |
wedge between us
02:30
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will you ever know how it feels to be me?
will you ever see what it is i want you to see
i know it gets hard putting up with me
but i just want to trust you baby
i can't stand this wedge between us
i can't stand not knowing how to trust
will you ever want me the way you used to?
will you ever see me the way i see you?
are we on the same page? why it have to get this way
this way
i can't stand this separation
i can't stand this miscommunication
i'm so sorry darling
this is just hardly what i've been wanting
i'm not built to feel this way
how am i supposed to know what you want me to say
at all times?
i can't read your mind
oh, i can't read your mind
(i can't read your mind
oh, i can't read your mind)
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8. |
remorse
03:54
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mindless touches
and stupid decisions
that lead me to forgetting
and having tunnel vision
whatever i had for you died
i don't know why
i try to make sense of it
by saying it was never alive
i'm so sorry
i know i can be
so confusing
and contradicting
i'll find a gentle way to
softly break your heart
i never wanted you to
have to see this part
of me
i thought that it was real
but now, i can see
i was just blinded
by possibility
i felt a flash of heat
just like a fever
i should step out before
i sink any deeper
i'm so sorry
i know i can be
so confusing
and contradicting
i'll find a gentle way to
softly break your heart
i never wanted you to
have to see this part
of me
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9. |
swallowed by my heart
02:32
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swallowed by my heart
shattered from the start
feel it in my bones
want this as my own
i feel you in my chest
holding back my breath
you suffocate my mind
scattered by the vines
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10. |
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i wouldn't take it back if i could
something that i always knew you would say
how am i getting in your way
if i never wanted to be there?
if i could go back, i would
not to fix it but to make sure that
it never happened in the first place
i don't wanna hear
what you're gonna say
i don't wanna hear
i don't wanna hear it anymore
my head is in a shroud
and my heart is in a cloud
i can't stand to see you now
like i did yesterday
and i'll be alright without
something that always dragged me down
and how could you say
you don't wanna hear
what i'm gonna say?
you don't wanna hear
i don't wanna hear it anymore
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